I’m sure everyone of us has experience some degree of loneliness in our lives for many reasons. Most of the times it is caused by the absence of the loved ones – be it family members, close friends or partners – just like what I’m feeling most of the days.

No, loneliness can’t kill. It can only demotivate you in some way or make you feel weak inside sometimes. It certainly not a good feeling. Loneliness comes and goes. I guess I just have to cope with it.

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Vis A Vis by Melo Breeze is one of the soundtracks from Smile, You, a Korean drama. I don’t know about the drama as I didn’t watch any episode of it. The song was introduced to me by my little sister.

I really like the melody. I can play it on and on and on again with stopping. Lol.

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It’s 5:45 AM, I’m waiting for Subuh. I woke up at 4:30 AM for sahur. Yes, I’m fasting today.

Yesterday, I tried to change the bulb in our guest toilet. I climbed up the extension ladder and managed to touch and actually pulled the bulb, but it would not come out. I was relying only on my left hand since I have to use my right hand to push against the wall to make myself stable. Didn’t manage to change the bulb in the end. Mom was laughing. She told me to climb higher and use both my hands to pulled the bulb out but no, I said, “No, I’m scared. I don’t feel stable”. Lol.

This has always been me. I’m not afraid of height. I can be at a highest point of a building and look down without feeling any fear. But climbing up an extension ladder, I just couldn’t go to the top. Can’t trust myself on this. I’m scared. Maybe because of the feeling of insecure as I can feel my legs are always shaking when I’m doing this. Haha.

It’s Subuh already.

This song was sang by Kai, a band from the Philippines. It was a soundtrack of a Filipino TV series a long, long time ago. I didn’t watch the series, I stumbled upon this song through my sister. I posted this video because I love the lyric, it was beautiful; and I like the sense of creativity this video creator had in making this video. It was cute.

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Currently in working mode. I don’t have a specific time at when I start working, I’m working from home after all, but when I’ve started I really try to get things done. Designing is fun. I love what I’m doing.

The funny thing is, working from home, you’re not only get to do your job, but you also get to do other chores like cooking, laundry, etc. I was in the middle of designing a theme for the web dev team I’m working with when my mom called and asked me to cook lunch. Haha.

To my ex-coursemates who have already started working, all the best and kerja baik-baik.

I see you, talk to you, laugh with you, thinking of you and missing you both in my dreams and reality, that I failed to differentiate which one is the former and which one is the latter. All I know is both are sweet.

Credits: Two Buds Just Hanging Out by Lady-bug.